S-sorry. I-I just...never usually t-talk about it with-with anyone.
[ And he wasn't intending on doing so with Rei tonight either. ] I-I just...never know how p-people will react. Wh-what they'll say. I-I was considered a-a murderer back home for it. It-it was my fault...all of this was because I was s-stupid and c-careless.
[ In his eyes at least this is the truth. A truth that's been beaten and burned into him over the years by the Magic Council and his own brother. It's hard to see the opposite side to such things when people never really showed him it. ] Apep is only a-attached to my soul because I...I let him out into the real world.
[ It was an accident and he never intended for that to happen, true, but it still did and it didn't change anything that happened to Elise or anyone else involved here. ]
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[ And he wasn't intending on doing so with Rei tonight either. ] I-I just...never know how p-people will react. Wh-what they'll say. I-I was considered a-a murderer back home for it. It-it was my fault...all of this was because I was s-stupid and c-careless.
[ In his eyes at least this is the truth. A truth that's been beaten and burned into him over the years by the Magic Council and his own brother. It's hard to see the opposite side to such things when people never really showed him it. ] Apep is only a-attached to my soul because I...I let him out into the real world.
[ It was an accident and he never intended for that to happen, true, but it still did and it didn't change anything that happened to Elise or anyone else involved here. ]