Or. Or to-to suffer f-for what I did. [ He hunches slightly more gripping his hands into fists just a bit more tightly. ] Being sorry is-is a lot harder then being g-gone.
[ Because knowing you can't fix it and living with that, is so much harder than simply being gone and having no more worries left. ]
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[ Because knowing you can't fix it and living with that, is so much harder than simply being gone and having no more worries left. ]