faithfulflame: (Rei Something isn't right)
火野レイ (Rei Hino) ([personal profile] faithfulflame) wrote 2014-06-29 04:27 am (UTC)

[Rei, for her part, is just as wrapped up in desire. Her lips parting in a barely audible gasp for air, she sucks in breath after breath, heart pounding in her ears. Her skin feels practically molten, and each heated kiss pushes her further and further past the point of no return. Her fingers keep searching, probing and sliding down towards her girlfriend’s breast. She’s not sure exactly what she’s supposed to do there, but her hands move all on their own, trying to remove more of the fabric.

And it’s then that the wave of negative emotions comes crashing down over her. Rei’s empathic senses have always been keen, but never moreso than when she was near someone that she genuinely cared about. It’d helped her figure things out about the other senshi’s moods and emotions without giving away her own, and helped her understand all of her friends here more. And it’d also helped her grow closer to Fenimore.

Which is why that sudden wash of negativity is both shocking and unsettling. And the kiss that follows it even moreso, because Rei knows that deep down Fenimore is trying to hide that, lose herself in the moment and forget something. Which darkens Rei’s mood by degrees, making her feel like she’s prying and intruding on some secret pain she shouldn’t know about. So, while she does return the kiss, she’s a little bit unsure of what to do from here.

On the one hand, her whole body is desperately crying out to jump on Fenimore, push her down and cover her in affection to burn away those emotions. On the other, she’s beginning to spiral into her own negative emotions, a cycle of faint memories of being called a freak, accused of witchcraft, and growing up around people unwillingto treat her like a person. These situations bring out the worst in her, those dark thoughts and hated secrets, so once the kiss breaks she renews it in a desperate bid to recapture the moment.

Hopefully she hasn’t ruined it by being a freak…]



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