[It had been an incredible moment, one where every nerve seemed to sing at Rei's touch and where she'd felt such incredible joy and love on top of the lust. But, while that desire remains, it's being choked by the negative emotions flooding her. She could still continue, and perhaps some of it she would still enjoy. But it no longer feels right. She has no psychic powers, but she feels like there's something off, like something has changed in Rei, too, even if she can't be as certain through her more mundane senses.
She returns the renewed kiss for a few seconds, just as desperate, in the hope that this is going to pass. Eventually, though, she brings her hands back up to her girlfriend's shoulders -- this time, to push her away. There's almost no force behind the push: only enough for Rei to feel it. She breaks away.]
I'm sorry. I -- I can't do this right now. I -- I'm sorry.
[She can't even look Rei in the eye right now. On top of everything else, she's now feeling like a bad girlfriend for having to do this to her. She feels the need to explain herself, to tell Rei that it's not her, it's Fenimore, but she doesn't know how to say it just yet.
Fenimore doesn't apologize much, at least not in so many words. Usually, she only does it over something major that she feels directly responsible for, or when she's feeling particularly vulnerable. Right now, she's feeling both.]
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She returns the renewed kiss for a few seconds, just as desperate, in the hope that this is going to pass. Eventually, though, she brings her hands back up to her girlfriend's shoulders -- this time, to push her away. There's almost no force behind the push: only enough for Rei to feel it. She breaks away.]
I'm sorry. I -- I can't do this right now. I -- I'm sorry.
[She can't even look Rei in the eye right now. On top of everything else, she's now feeling like a bad girlfriend for having to do this to her. She feels the need to explain herself, to tell Rei that it's not her, it's Fenimore, but she doesn't know how to say it just yet.
Fenimore doesn't apologize much, at least not in so many words. Usually, she only does it over something major that she feels directly responsible for, or when she's feeling particularly vulnerable. Right now, she's feeling both.]