[ He takes a breath, stretches his legs out in front of him before he pulls them back to use them to lean his elbows on. ] You have other people with you though, don't you? Where I am... it's lonely. No one can know what I can do. Gaius and Lancelot are the only ones that do, and Lancelot left.

[ He looks towards his hands. ] Taking that by myself... of course I know what you mean. That feeling of responsibility. All of their lives in my hands.

It. It doesn't feel that lonely here.