[ He doesn't want to have to exhaust himself over it again really but... ]
I have had to do everything alone. Before here, I did. Sometimes Lancelot was there, but then he left. Gaius... [ He just shakes his head then, looks down at the floor. ]
It's... been nice. [ He smiles a little there, expression softening. ] I know I should trust people here a lot more. The rules are different. It's just... habit, I guess.
[ He finally moves his hands to squeeze hers now. ]
I wanted to apologise for feeling as I did though. I should have known better.
I won't. Not now. [ His teeth pull on the corner of his lip, and now he looks down a little awkwardly. ]
I want to do better next time, because I know there will be one here. I know it'll probably take a while to adjust too, but I think I'm doing better now. Than before.
Just don't give me a reason, and you'll never need to thank me. Being a little stupid after a stressful situation is no cause for violence. From me, anyway. I can't speak for more high-strung people.
[Patting his hand again, she leans back and opens the cooler with a foot.]
[ He pauses there, somewhat getting that they almost went into a sore spot. ]
I've only done it a few times here, but most of the time I ended up a little... [ Well he and Rapunzel, he, Charlie and Fay... they all went hardcore with the drinks. Ah. ]
...Sorry though. I didn't mean to- [ He shrugs slightly, she should know what he means. ]
[ Rei... he's too pure for that kind of talk. smh... ]
Of course there is, you're still going to be sad. [ He pulls his knees up a bit, takes another sip of it. ] But if that's what you wanted, I'd watch over you.
[ And hopefully... not get drunk as well. This is a lot weaker than the stuff he's drank before though so it should be okay. ]
[ Look... he tries to not think about these things?! Now he's just going to end up thinking about Rei getting it on with another lady and feel terrible... ]
I mean... I'm glad you aren't sad but... [ SWEATS. He at least takes the handkerchief and tries to wipe off the wine and spit, but he's looking away. ] Not really, no.
It's not really something you hear of... when I'm from.
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I have had to do everything alone. Before here, I did. Sometimes Lancelot was there, but then he left. Gaius... [ He just shakes his head then, looks down at the floor. ]
But I know it's different here now.
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[It was more than that though. She smiles now, much more openly.]
I'm glad you have that. I...hated being alone. There's nothing in the world quite like knowing someone is watching your back.
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[ He finally moves his hands to squeeze hers now. ]
I wanted to apologise for feeling as I did though. I should have known better.
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It's alright. Don't...take it the wrong way, but you're still adjusting. It's natural, and this place causes all sorts of problems.
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I want to do better next time, because I know there will be one here. I know it'll probably take a while to adjust too, but I think I'm doing better now. Than before.
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[To which Rei only laughs.]
But I don't think that would serve a purpose now. Do you?
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Well she already did it, you can as well if it'd make you feel better. I'm used to it.
[ ...pathetic tbh. ]
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You know, an apology is worth more than that to me. I'm not really the violent type.
[Says the god of war...]
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not that he hasn't tried. ]
Something I'm thankful for.
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[Patting his hand again, she leans back and opens the cooler with a foot.]
Drink?
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A drink sounds great though.
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[She bends and roots around...]
Do you drink alcohol, actually?
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[ Considering it's probably cleaner than water....... ]
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[She knew that, at least somewhat. She plucks out a pair of chilled cups and a bottle of wine, passing him one and popping the cork.]
It's a weak red. I keep it around for when I've had a long day.
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Isn't that most of the days here?
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There's a reason it's a big bottle.
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[ Well, she said it was a weak red but even so. First he rolls the wine around a little, then finally gives it a small sniff. ]
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[Maybe. Even that's spotty.]
I think the only time I've even been close was when Minako and I...[She trails off, shaking her head.]
Was my birthday.
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I've only done it a few times here, but most of the time I ended up a little... [ Well he and Rapunzel, he, Charlie and Fay... they all went hardcore with the drinks. Ah. ]
...Sorry though. I didn't mean to- [ He shrugs slightly, she should know what he means. ]
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There's nothing to apologize for. [Rei sips at her drink slowly.]
I don't really think it'd be good for me to get really inebriated here, is all.
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Of course there is, you're still going to be sad. [ He pulls his knees up a bit, takes another sip of it. ] But if that's what you wanted, I'd watch over you.
[ And hopefully... not get drunk as well. This is a lot weaker than the stuff he's drank before though so it should be okay. ]
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No, it's not...that. [She blushes.] That was the night we did...things...that lovers do. It's a happy memory, not a sad one.
[She really, really doesn't want to go into more detail than that.]
But I might take you up on that. Sometime. Just not tonight. And I'd do the same for you, you know.
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He just about manages to cover his mouth at least. ]
That's... really. [ NONE OF HIS BUSINESS???? ] You didn't have to explain.
[ God, now he's just trying to wipe his face without getting red wine on his clothes. ]
Some other time then.
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I just didn't want you to misunderstand. I'm not sad.
[Reaching into her bag she hands him a handkerchief.]
You really had no idea about women loving one another being possible, did you?
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I mean... I'm glad you aren't sad but... [ SWEATS. He at least takes the handkerchief and tries to wipe off the wine and spit, but he's looking away. ] Not really, no.
It's not really something you hear of... when I'm from.
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